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  I wanted him to suffer the same fate of limbo I seemed to be stuck in. Why should he go on and be happy when he was the one who’d fucked up, while I couldn’t seem to get that part of my life together?

  Just as I’d done with school I’d thrown myself into my work and excelled. It was my only solace. I climbed the ranks at work and collected accolades and awards, but again they were hollow because there was no one to share them with.

  I went to work and to mom and dad’s, then home to my lonely bed where I drowned my sorrows in ice cream and cookies. Still after all these years I wasn’t over the hurt. While I was away it was easier, if I could’ve stayed away maybe things would’ve been different.

  I had good days and bad, but being back here where it had all happened, everything came flooding back and it was like living the whole thing all over again. So I avoided all the places I knew I might run into him or heaven forbid, them.

  I distanced myself from the friends we’d once shared, the few who’d remained friends anyway. Turning down invitations to get together until they got tired and gave up.

  I guess they were all under the impression that I’d moved on and was over it. Little did they know, just being around them brought back too many memories, memories I’d just as soon forget if only I could.

  My luck held for a good few weeks, but then the inevitable happened. I ran into Dee and this time there was no running and hiding. She had something to say and I wasn’t about to get off that easy this time.

  “I hope you’re not here to cause trouble for me and my family. Nick and I have been very happy these last few years and our son loves his dad to pieces. I don’t want his life turning into one of those soap operas so if you have any ideas about starting things up with my husband again, don’t.”

  I never let myself think about the child. I never wanted that hate to touch him, not even in the privacy of my own mind. He was part of my Nick, my Nick. I still thought of him that way even then.

  That day I’d barely inclined my head and put one foot in front of the other before hightailing it out of there. Leaving my basket with what was going to be that night’s dinner on the floor of the aisle.

  I’d seen her a time or two after that but nothing else was ever said. But the worse was the day I saw them all together. Until that moment the fact that he shared a child with her was more like a spectral thing in my mind.

  I was never able to bring myself to imagine their life together. I couldn’t let myself think of him touching her, smiling at her, loving her, the way he had me.

  Then I saw them at the park. He looked so relaxed and happy as he threw the ball to his son, the son that should’ve been mine. He never saw me, but she did, and the smirk she gave me told me that it had been a setup.

  I don’t know how but somehow she knew that I ran in that park every Saturday at that time and had arranged to be there where I couldn’t help but see them. I never went back there again.

  Now here we are. Was I glad that he’d lost his wife and child so horribly? No way. When I heard the news my first thought had been to go to him to offer comfort. But I was too unsure of myself to go through with it.

  I never wanted that, but am I happy to be here in this moment with him? The butterflies in my tummy and the sweet throbbing between my thighs was answer enough.

  I almost jumped out of my skin when his hands came down on my shoulders to turn me around to face him. And when his hands went to the bottom of my shirt, the look in his eyes told me that this was it. There was no going back from here.

  10

  Nick

  Her skin was still the same softness I remembered. My hands trembled as she stood in front of me letting me unwrap her like the gift that she was.

  Once she was bare before me I got to my knees and kissed her cute little belly button. Her body looked the same and I could’ve cried at the joy and wonder of having her here with me like this again.

  “I always dreamed.” I whispered the words against her flesh. “I always wished that one day this would be mine again.” I kissed my way around her tummy. Soft butterfly kisses that took me to the apex of her thighs.

  I inhaled the sweet bouquet of her pussy before letting my tongue come out for a taste. Sweet ambrosia. I licked her again as I held her ass in my hands, holding her in place as she tried to back away shyly.

  We’d never shared this before, oral sex. She was too shy when we were younger though I’d been dying for a taste of her back then. Now I planned to feast on her sweet pussy until I got my fill. Lifting her leg I threw it over my shoulder and opened her up with my thumbs.

  “Ummm.” She was sweet and already wet for me. I licked her clit until it hardened and stood out from its hood. I teased until she trembled and her hands clasped my head.

  “Nick.” There was that nervous shyness I knew so well, but this time there was no stopping me, I wanted in her with my tongue. I lapped at her pussy’s opening until her juices came.

  Burying my whole tongue inside her tight hot cunt, I showed her what I’d been dying to do to her all these years. I made love to her with my tongue, overcoming her shyness until she moved against my mouth and her nails dug into my scalp.

  “Cum for me sweetbaby. I want your taste in my mouth.” I pulled her on and off my stiff tongue until she caught the rhythm. She came sweetly on my tongue and I lapped it up.

  When her legs gave out, I picked her up and took her to our bed. As soon as her back hit the sheets, I climbed back in between her thighs and buried my face in her pussy again. I didn’t want to waste any of the sweet nectar that came from her body.

  She was sweet, her taste unlike anything I could’ve imagined. So long I’ve wanted to share this with her. The intervening years had done nothing to erase the memory of the way she felt beneath me.

  But then we were just kids, now we were the people we were meant to be and nothing could be sweeter. I took a moment to give thanks for bringing her back to me. It felt almost surreal that it was really happening.

  There was no way to hold all the emotions that went through me in check. I felt like my head would explode at the enormity of it, her pussy on my tongue, and my cock busting out of my jeans.

  I jackknifed and unzipped but didn’t release my cock, not yet. I went back to eating her out, spreading her wider, licking all around her pussy like a starved animal.

  I loved her with my mouth as I took it all in. The noises she made, the way she moved, begged, pleaded; but I needed more. I wanted complete control. Needed it.

  “Play with your tits for me baby.” She lifted her hands to her firm ripe tits and squeezed and my heart thumped. Just like old times. That look in her eyes was the same dreamy glazed look I’d always seen there.

  I sucked her pussy until she came screaming, and only then did I fight my way out of my clothes. It was hell getting my jeans down over the swell of my cock but I managed it before dropping to my side next to her.

  She likes to ride my cock. I remembered just how much. So this first time, for the reconciliation, I decided to let her have her way, even though I wanted to pound her into the bed. But that would come later. I had her back in my bed now so there was no need to rush.

  I caught her lips with mine, sharing her essence with her as I brought her hand down to my rod. My breath hitched when her hand closed around my cock.

  My legs shook at the feel of that soft warm touch that I remembered so well. “Feel what you do to me sweetbaby.”

  She stroked harder as my fingers found her pussy. I finger fucked her as she stroked pre-cum from my cock until both our hands were coated.

  “I need to be inside you.” I pulled my lips away and got myself adjusted against the pillows at my back. “Come.” I pulled her to me for one more kiss.

  “Remember this?” I took my twelve- inch cock in one hand holding it still for her to sit on while leading her over me with the other.

  As soon as my cockhead touched her wet pussy lips, I slid him up and down her slit, sear
ching for that sweet hole that would lead me to paradise.

  My heart picked up speed and my vision blurred at the feel of her, of what we were about to share. I had to grit my teeth so I could gain control and not force her down on my cock.

  As much as I’d hoped and dreamed, I never let myself believe we’d be here again, never thought I’d ever know the sweet feel of this particular gash wrapped around my cockmeat again in this lifetime.

  I took a moment to enjoy the feel of her against me again after so long, but the burning need inside me demanded that I wait no longer. “Shit, sorry baby.”

  Grabbing her ponytail tightly with one hand, I pulled her down hard on my dick with the other until I was all the way inside her.

  “Fuck that’s good.” I held her there for a second or more until I was no longer ready to blow. My cock swelled inside her tight pussy and I pulled her mouth down to mine.

  We fell into that kiss like we’d never left, eating at each other’s lips ravenously. “You ready?” She nodded and took my mouth again.

  I fucked up into her slowly at first, getting used to the feel of her silky flesh and letting her adjust to my length and girth inside her.

  Even more than being inside her again, just the closeness alone was enough to keep me on the edge of orgasm. I nipped her lip softly and wiped the sting away with my tongue.

  The memories came flooding back like a movie reel. It was as if nothing had changed, as if it had only been yesterday that I’d had her. “Move for me baby, show me how much you missed this.”

  She moved slowly at first, that innate shyness holding her back, but I knew just how to get what I wanted. I ran my hands down her back until they reached her ass.

  I squeezed the perfect globes of her ass as I lifted my pelvis into hers driving my cock deeper into her, trying my best to reach the very depths of her.

  Her pussy sucked at me greedily, like it had been starved for attention. She was so wet and I was producing so much pre-cum that it was already starting to froth around her pussy opening each time I fucked into her.

  She went wild on my cock when I squeezed her right nipple; moaning into my mouth hungrily, as she tried to impale herself harder on my rod, while I tried valiantly not to cum too soon.

  I had to caution myself not to throw her to her back and fuck into her like a madman. The need to dominate to take her over completely rode me hard, but I held myself back, letting her enjoy.

  This was all for her this first time. I wanted her to take as much as she wanted, I could give her that much at least. But when she was done it was my turn and I had a lot of fucking to do.

  “That’s it fuck yourself on my cock.” That was something new for us too sex talk, but I couldn’t hold back. I’d been just as deprived in this department as she was. It had been forever since I’d felt this heat, this passion for anyone. Not since the last time she’d left my bed.

  Then she was a young girl just learning the power of her body. Now she was a woman with needs and a fire that burned out of control.

  She was more sure of herself as she moved over me, her hands were not still, but moved over my chest and neck, her nails digging in as she moved her ass wildly, driving my cock in and out of her tight heat even as she moaned into my mouth that had never left hers.

  “Fuck, your pussy feels so good baby.” I can’t believe I went so long without this, never again. I nipped her lip roughly and fucked. My hand on her ass helped to control her movements as she adjusted to having my steel hard rod battering away at her insides.

  “Did you miss my cock? Tell me you missed me as much as I missed you.” My hands pulled her hair back roughly so I could look into her eyes. They had that glazed look I remembered, the look that meant she had totally lost control.

  “Yes, oh yes.” Sweet, soft, breathy. Her ass moved faster; wilder, as she fucked my cock like she was going to break it off. Hungry!

  We ate at each other’s mouths in a heated kiss that sealed the deal on our new beginning. Her pussy crowned me with warm juice as she rode up and down and sucked on my tongue, hungrily.

  She didn’t hold anything back and neither did I. I hugged her tight enough to crack a rib before easing off. “Feel good?” She flung her head back and nodded as she bit into her lip in concentration.

  “Yes, so good…don’t stop.” I pushed harder, faster, going deeper with each thrust until I thought I would lose my mind. My cock knew who she was. He felt different, moved different. I was harder than I’d been since I lost her.

  She’d missed me too, and from the tight grip of her pussy she hadn’t been with anyone in a long time. I shied away from thinking about her with anyone else. As fucked up and selfish as it was, I didn’t want there to have been anyone else in her life while I was out of it.

  I couldn’t stand the thought of anyone else having her, touching her, seeing her like this. I pulled myself back from the murderous rage that started as a slow boil in my chest and took her head in my hands so that I could look into her face.

  “I missed this, missed you, so much baby.” I took her nipple into my mouth and sucked down hard. I felt the answering clench deep inside her, and sucked harder.

  “That’s it baby, squeeze my cock.” Her whole face and chest went red at my words and for the first time in way too long I found something to smile at. “Still my shy girl huh!”

  As kids we had only been playing around with sex, both of us too green to know what the hell we were doing, and then we were torn apart.

  She had no idea of what I had inside of me for her, the things I have imagined doing to her over and over once I was free to have her again. And I planned to do every last one of them.

  She moved over me, her body was still lithe but more mature. I explored the newness of her soft curves, reacquainting myself with the feel and look of her.

  I told her how much I loved her body as I ran my hands over her whispering encouraging words as I pushed my cock up inside her. “So tight.”

  It was almost as if the years of unbearable separation just faded away. The longing that I’d held in check for so long was finally unleashed, and given free rein.

  When she cried out and slammed herself down on my cock harder, it released something wild inside me. And when she keened in her throat in that way I remembered, that sound that told me she was cumming, I fucked her through it, speaking softly to her because I remembered that she cries when she cums too hard.

  “It’s okay sweetbaby, shh, it’s going to be okay.” I wrapped my arms around her and soothed her with softly placed kissed against her cheek and soft nibbles of her lips, all the while willing my cock to show some manners and give her the time she needed.

  Her tears were about more than the orgasm I’d just given her. I knew she was feeling the same thing I was. An overwhelming surge of love mixed with disbelief and plain happiness that we were sharing this together again.

  I gritted my teeth and held still inside her until her tears subsided, running my hand soothingly along her back. “You’re okay sweetbaby, we’re okay now, I’ve got you.” I tried to be good, to not be an animal.

  I had her on her back with her legs over my shoulders as soon as she calmed down. She made a sound of surprise as her eyes focused on mine. Heaven knows what she saw there. I knew what I felt. A need so strong I was almost afraid of what I’d do to her.

  “You with me?” She nodded her head and I took both her hands in mine and pressed them into the bed with our fingers clenched tightly together.

  “This is a long time coming hold on.” I slammed my cock into her and growled.

  Throwing my head back I reveled in the feelings that ran through me. This had always been my favorite way to take her. Me in the dominant position, her beneath me taking me. Letting me know with just the movements of her body beneath mine that she was enjoying what I did to her.

  “Give me your mouth baby.” She dropped my hands and wrapped both of hers around my head, pulling my mouth down to hers so she could fee
d me her tongue. I fed off her mouth until we both needed air, only then did I release her lips, hating to lose that contact even for a minute.

  I fucked into her harder, deeper as I held her head back and looked down into her beautiful eyes. In that moment all the doubts and fears were erased.

  My heart was whole again for the first time since the day I watched her walk away. Not since I’d lost her had I felt this complete. This was my Shelly, the girl who’d owned my heart from the first. I wanted all of her, all of us, who we used to be, even the dreams we’d once shared.

  I buried my face in her neck as emotion overtook me and just held her close. I savored the feel of her, of us, until the need to move became too much and I had to fuck.

  I held her ankles in both hands and spread her open so I could watch my cock saw in and out of her pink wet pussy. It was a beautiful sight, the way my cock stretched her pussy lips. The way she pulled at me.

  “Look at us baby, look at how your pussy welcomes me home. Touch yourself.” I took her hand and moved her fingers onto her clit when she was too shy to do it herself.

  “Yes just like that.” I eased out until just my cockhead was lodged inside before slamming back in. She choked and reared up but I slammed her back onto the bed pinning her there with my cock.

  Never, not even when I had her as a young boy had anything ever felt this good. The boy only knew the excitement of tasting the forbidden. The man knew he now held so much more. “I won’t ever let you go Shelly, not for anything.”

  A kind of sweet madness overtook me then, and my vision blurred. Before I knew what I was doing, one of my hands wrapped around her throat and squeezed. “Did you let anyone else have you?”

  Her eyes filled up with tears and she tried to look away, but my hand around her throat held her head in place and our eyes locked. I felt inexplicable anger grow inside me when she didn’t deny it right away.

  “Answer me damn you.” Looks like Savage had decided to show up after all. The thought flitted in and out of my head. Realistically I knew I was being unreasonable. But the thought of some other man looking down at her as I now was, seeing what I saw gutted me. Fuck!